hopefully i can share this with my ws.com family

caprice150 · Backside 180 Joined: 22 May 2008 Posts: 593

Before you read this: Please don’t judge me… I’m just sharing my story because people asked…

Wow… okay, I wasn’t sure if I was ever going to tell anyone about this, but it’s late and I’m sleep deprived so i guess I’ll just write it now and regret it in the morning :/

First of all, - just for some background: My mom died right when I was born, (she was actually really, really hot- but this isn’t about her. I guess that’s effed up to say, but whatever.) I actually grew up with my Mom’s family, because my dad has all sorts of emotional issues and he bailed before I was born. So you can see, my childhood was really kind of messed up.

Anyways, growing up I feel like there was always a lot of distance between me and my sister. When I was about 17 or 18 I first noticed that my sister was a hottie.

I don’t want to go into to many details about it, but basically what happened is that I accidentally found a video that she made of herself. I knew she didn’t make it for me- but I thought she was so effing beautiful that I watched it twice. (probably would have watched it a hell of a lot more, except that like right around the time I found the video, all this crazy ish went down and I had to leave home. (My mom’s family who I was staying with got in bad trouble with the law. I never talk about it).

Sooo… I was totally lusting after my sister at that point. She was also having bad trouble with the law. She was actually in custody when I left home.

My friend and I went to go pick her up. When I saw her that day, after seeing the video, I have to be honest, I just wanted to eff her brains out. Looking back on it now, it’s pretty messed up- but I think she had feelings for me too. She actually kissed me right after we came to get her… and it wasn’t a sisterly kiss, you know? I mean, it wasn’t like ridiculously sexual or anything, but it definitely wasn’t sisterly.

After we left, we all went to crash with my Sister’s friends. On the trip there, my friend sort of implied that he wanted to get with my Sister, and I got a little jealous. He’s a good looking guy- and even though she was my sister- I just felt like he was competition. Not much else happened between us for a while except some maybe-sexy hugging.

Pretty much everyone in my life at that point was wanted by the government, so we all moved around a lot. I’m not saying that I’m proud of it or anything, but it was kind of an awesome time.

My friend and my sister never hooked up I don’t think- but I thought there was some serious sexual tension going on between them. It was around that time that I got really badly hurt in an accident. It was effed up. I almost died. But when I was in recovery my sister came to see me, and out of the clear blue sky she started gives me this awesome, slow, passionate kiss on the lips.

Sadly (although, I guess for the best) nothing ever came of it. We spent some time apart… and I started to get really religious, so I tried not to think of her that way. It was actually going well for a long time- like I was totally over her. But I have to say, like a year or so after all that stuff went down, we were out sailing (not like a date or anything romantic like that), and she was wearing like the hottest bikini I’ve ever effing seen and it brought back all the old feelings. Sigh.

A little while later she actually wound up with my friend from before (the sexual tension guy). I can’t say I was surprised.

But even after she was shacking up with my friend, there was one time we were at a party… my friend was inside, and my sister and I were outside alone. It was a really intimate moment. I think something might have happened, except that I killed the mood when I told her that Darth Vader was our father and that I had to go face him.

daniel · Back Big Joined: 26 Apr 2004 Posts: 3669 City: Duncan

wow.

jake .R. · Posted: May 24, 2010 12:34 pm Post subject:

you are seriously f.ucked up in the head. go see a psychiatrist. your rought family life has obviously left you with some mental issues...... Neutral

jake .R. · Posted: May 24, 2010 12:39 pm Post subject:

hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhaha Smash

..............but seriously.. not something i would share haha

Mr. Top Hat · Dead Joined: 29 Aug 2004 Posts: 5818

Best story ever

Volcomstone167 · Posted: May 24, 2010 1:10 pm Post subject:

sister pics......

RC · Backside 180 Joined: 11 Jul 2006 Posts: 1033

i'm mind fvcked...

BB · Backside 180 Joined: 28 Jul 2006 Posts: 1706

caprice150, My gf is a counselor. She sees people with stories like this all the time. You are definitely not alone. Go see a counselor...you obviously need it.

knox · Kickflip Joined: 14 Jun 2007 Posts: 4693 City: Gainesville

caprice150, Talk to somebody about it, see a counselor they can definitely help.

gporter · Posted: May 24, 2010 2:32 pm Post subject:

Did you bang her?

knox · Kickflip Joined: 14 Jun 2007 Posts: 4693 City: Gainesville

Guys chill out the guy is looking for help not criticism or insults.

Hey man if you want to talk shoot me a pm.

caprice150 · Backside 180 Joined: 22 May 2008 Posts: 593

i'm glad some of you guys are being cool about this. BB, i have a sort of spiritual counselor. he has helped me hit some important points and has definitely guided me the right way. some times i feel likes he's only one can knowme. he is hard to get in touch with sometimes though.

also real rad of you guys making light of the situation. i'm really glad i shared this epic saga from my life with you. and people asking for pictures are you serious??

BB · Backside 180 Joined: 28 Jul 2006 Posts: 1706

caprice150, One, it's a public forum. Don't expect people to not make jokes...

Also, that's good to have a spiritual counselor but you seriously also need a psychological counselor as well, one you pay to see. They are legally obligated to be there when you need them. You for sure need a "real" counselor and not just a "sort of" counselor with that story.

burn · Posted: May 24, 2010 3:13 pm Post subject:

Darth vader...classic. Laughing

gporter · Posted: May 24, 2010 3:57 pm Post subject:

caprice150, I hope the Magic can do what your Flyers did.

caprice150 · Backside 180 Joined: 22 May 2008 Posts: 593

gporter, they won't.

gporter · Posted: May 24, 2010 4:39 pm Post subject:

caprice150, If they do, Boston will riot.

While we are on that note, prepare to get swept by the Blackhawks.

TWG · Kickflip Joined: 25 Sep 2006 Posts: 3258

yookyle · Backside 180 Joined: 15 Jan 2009 Posts: 1002 City: Reno

i thought the darht vader moment was pretty apropriate. since this whole story sounds like the first couple star wars movies.

RISE-WITH-THE-FALLEN · Pop Shuvit Joined: 13 Apr 2006 Posts: 128 City: austin

when i read the line about nothing happening 'except-sexy hugging' i lost it! it reminded me of this funny family guy episode here's a link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNRtOAFxuVg

keep the stories coming you're a riot Very Happy