taking back....

jake .R. · Posted: Jan 11, 2009 11:04 am Post subject: taking back....

what i said in a topic a few weeks back. it was about life. and how to live it. basically, since then ive realized what i said was feuled by extreme confusion and intence depression and sadness from the recent death of my closest family member. so i take it back. you DO need to do good in school. you DO need to get a job and take care of your shizzle. since then ive been trying to get my grades up and to get my act more together. but after 4 weeks of not doing SIHT in school, this is nearly impossible. i gave myself the shaft. and thats just embarrasing Laughing

mr robotto · Backside 180 Joined: 05 May 2007 Posts: 1052

jake .R., hey man its cool. At least your getting your stuff back together but losing someone close to you can throw you off. At least you've hopped back on and you're going for it again. Your close relative would be proud of you Wink

jake .R. · Posted: Jan 11, 2009 11:35 am Post subject:

mr robotto, thanks alot man

crispy · Posted: Jan 11, 2009 6:15 pm Post subject:

jake .R., i second what he said. i just went through the same thing recently. it gets better as your finding out

-=AlexXx=- · Posted: Jan 11, 2009 10:25 pm Post subject:

No offence, people die, its part of life. There isn't a point of morning very long because the world isnt going to stop for you while u let yourself whither away. Whom ever died in your family would want you to live life, but do well and would want to be proud of you. I dont think they would want to see you living in a trailer park selling crack outa your trunk. Death is a part of life, everyone has had to see people die, its sad, but not worth wasting time over. Do you want all your closest friends/family to be all sad and shizzle when u die. I dont, i want them to go out and have a great time, and celebrate my life, and the good times had in it. Sorry about your loss and sorry if that all sounded really harsh, dont take it like it. Ive just dealt with lots of deaths in my life, and its really hardened my heart.

Montgomery · Backside 180 Joined: 26 Feb 2008 Posts: 976 City: Rogers

jake .R., it's cool bro it happens I've been there before but all you can do is keep on living man it sucks but it what you gotta do and I'm sure that's what that family member would have wanted. I was with my best friend when he died, the sun was setting and we had just got done riding we parked the boat near a dock for a drink and a little relaxation before heading in and out of nowhere a fisherman ran over our boat I dove out and the bass boat hit my friend head on killing him instantly and that was the last time I ever saw him. For the 1st 2 months after he died I went on what I like to call "A Bender" ( Lots of Booze + Lots of Xanax) and then I realized I was just making it 10 times harder by staying Phucked up all the time. It will be 3 years this August since it happened and I still think about him every single day and all I can tell you is keep your head and don't let it keep you down.